T.M.E/Michael Ortiz

Late night writing about you and me.   "All I know is a text message, phone call, maybe video chat, thats me, living in a fantasy, making my reality.  When it came down to it, you and me, never would've met, blame it all on technology, but its setting us free.  I could damn Facebook all day, hate how scruff likes to play, but no, without it, we'd never be, without it, we couldn't really see... what could really be... relaxing on technology" by Sipriano

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So It’s been a minute since I have felt like there may be a possibility to find love or even be in a relationship .I just   gave up totally on it although I still have meaningless sex with people and can take care of myself with porn LOL .Lately I am feeling I need more a real relationship more than just sex a friend ,lover ,someone to share my life with .Especially at this time when Equal rights have come such a long way .Don’t get me wrong sex is great but as I get older I feel my views are changing for the better .I want more and I’m not scared of taking the chance. There are possibility’s for love and happiness with another man and I believe there men that can be faithful .I can’t believe I just wrote that Omg LOL.  

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Friends Come and Go,some friends go away and comeback . Friends Only Call when They Have a problem or need to borrow Money But you sometimes do the same to them . Friends have a certain well of saying things that get under your skin. Friends a human beings and make mistakes just like we do ; Friends argue and disagree . Friends are nowhere to be found when you need them ,well not all the time just half of the time. Friends who are real friends do not judge you; Friends get into relationships and forget you exist till its over . Friends get jealous at times of each other . Friends talk shit about you to other friends , Friends tell friends when they are to Rigorous .LOL Friends are Forever no matter what .

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So I was Labeled once before by a good friend of mine a Runaway, He said I always run away from my problems well that’s his opinion even though at the time when he said it I wanted to jump p over the couch and smack the shit out of him but I said to myself that’s his opinion and he is not perfect .Even though he never apologized for saying what he said and how he said it I know he feels bad about it and how it came out. He did make me think for a minute do I Run away from my problems because I never stay in a place for long enough time? , Do I not give things a chance? I came up with this people should not judge others and their decisions that they make especially good friends .We all have different ways of looking at things and we all live our life in different ways .When I settle somewhere it will be when I feel like I want to and when imp good and ready to do it .I’m single no kids the choice is mine and I can’t go on what other people think I should do .I’m a human being and...

You’re Man Funny thing I go on Instagram and Facebook there goes your man and you in pictures with the caption say me and my baby, the man I love or we are so happy in love. Lies, because I go on Adam for Adam and plenty of fish and your man are hitting me up unlocking his dick pictures so I can see his junk. Saying was sup pa lets hook up come over LOL.I could have copy and pasted some and send them too you since must of you are my friends of mine on Facebook. But that not nice so I won’t do that but damn that is mad rigorous .what’s good with your man and what make you so secure to write all those things .Scares me to death and makes me want to stay single forever.

I just was out Tanning and decided to try putting on Vinegar on my feet for the Dry Skin OMG So Good, Mind you they say to soak  I  just rubbed the vinegar on my feet and what a big difference . These feet over top do not belong to me .LOL

So Yesterday Me and My sisters along with my nephew witch are from out of town all go to see my grandparents .We get up to the building no one answers the door as my nephew repeatedly knocks on the door and starts to cry when we tell him nobody is home .So we take the elevator back down and we bump into my Grandma as we say hello she gives us a kiss and says  oh i have to go and runs in to the elevator .We ask for Grandpa and she says he is at the doctor elevator door closes.what a brush off from her witch is common.Mind you she has not seen us in a few years .I knew this lady was not going to have us come over and welcome us with open arms ,not even a invitation to go upstairs .She has always been this way once I was in the hospital I was very sick and lived with a friend in Paterson my aunt came out to see me I was too ill to take the commute all the way to Paterson  New Jersey so she said lets go to your grandmas I was hesistant and like nah I will wait ,She insisited and j...

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Why Is It when you are a makeup artist everyone has an assumption about you.Like when your a gay man and you are in the process of getting to know someone the ?are like wtf : such as Do you do Drag ?Do you where makeup ?Are you Feminine ?Why is that I do makeup I dont do drag maybe sometimes when its Halloween and I have that free pass.I dont put makeup on myself except when I need (want) to like if Im filming something or I go to an event witch requires it.I like bronzer and yes I will rock that because i like to be brown and shimmery .Just because I do Makeup does not mean Im not a man and i become more girlie all of a sudden.I do tend to be a little looser and my wings do come out a bit every now and than But Im gay Duh LOL. Dont Judge or  assume a person is a certain way because of there profession Its not cool .

So I finally went to see my mom yesterday with my sister yesterday.I have not seen that woman In like 3 years it was nice to see her she is my mother after all.I have learned to forgive her for the past and I want to move on to better things with her.At first i felt a bit sad for her and they need to save her from her living situation which is not good at all she living with her brother my uncle who smokes in the house and is a total slob I should know I Have lived with him before when I was 15 yrs old and he was gross than.Yeah one of those people who go to work and than go play basketball with the boys in like 100 degree weather and not take a shower after ,nasty ass .witch is super unfortunate because he is a tall handsome man and looks great for his age .but anyways my mom is an adult and she need needs to know what is better for herself and be responsible for her own actions and choices.I did leave her my cell and told her lets do something with the family since my sisters and n...

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I thought maybe this time me building a relationship with my dad mite be easier this time around.I was wrong and a bit dissapointed. But with that i have a great relationship with my sister ,I saw my Eddie and had a great time with he and Mj .I got to meet Anthony a true friend in a short time He is a wonderful person I love him like if he was hummm.I got to chill with my baby sis Angel ,shes strong and independent .I love her. My dad and I will never be more than a title dad and son no more than that .Im good came to build but gained more.

OK its Saturday and I'm ay my usual run at the track in the park.first?  To my self why the hell is there so many people here. Second why the hell are there kids playing on the track doing cart wheels and shit wtf. Third I see these 4 twinks flexing and running off what ever bone they have left what's worse is that they have all the same hair style and all have the same outfits on give me a break. Annoying to me the old fat ass that ate some bread last night and drank a few cocktails. No offense to twinks dome of you are sexy as shit but this'll morning while the inner precious in me  is getting her exercise on I did not need to see your skinny asses on the track.:

Friday Is here and The weekend Approaches Yay. Now all I need is to Sit On Someones Face This weekend .LOL Funny thing Is with Life you never know when you may meet someone that you find interesting more than likely he or she may not be from the same area you may be usually there from out of town.For some crazy reason the guys in your area may have been with someone else you have messed with or you already hooked up with them and they only wanted a night call.That just mite mean you already fucked everybody in your area oops my bad scratch that .Well what I mean is sometimes you have to go outside your own area to get some new kind of loving .New dick or ass LOL. Take Chances Live It Up Like J-Lo .Have a great weekend and Thanks for the support,.Love Ya

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Funny thing is that I would love to be in love with someone again. I would give anything to go back down the path where your heart beats a mile a minute and you can’t wait to see the person you love or dating .Oh the phone rings and you jump to get the call .It’s easier to stay jaded and have your guard up and not let one in so you never get hurt .I have always   been the one   to give my all and go for it all just follow my feelings and my heart .My friends can testify on my part LOL .It may be just that I’m impatient and go with how I feel at the time and regret it later but so what at least I can say I take chances and give it a try .Or maybe Im Just Impulsive