The Chronicles Of a Gay Makeup Artist /Tina

My gorgeous cousin Tina.

When I first laid eyes on her we were young just kids playing house and doctor nurse. She was captivating even as a little girl she had this presence about her .She was always the fortunate one out all of the cousins she had a step daddy that had a great job and a check that came from her real dad that passed away when she was a baby .Her Mom my aunt was pretty amazing herself just like a housewife of Beverly Hills reality show. She had great clothes and shoes and lived a pretty great life so we thought growing up.

Tina was gorgeous great skin a perfect body .She was like a model and always had a great sexuality about her. I remember when she visited me and my family I could not wait to show her off to my friends and neighbors .People gave her that a attention the men would think sexual thoughts because of her body and seductive clothing .The girls would just give her dirty looks and talk shit as she walked by .I love it all she was like my trophy. But there was so many things we never knew as me and my cousins got older that she was dealing with like sexual abuse by her step dad and the bullying she went through in school .Then came the drug abuse .Her mom basically took her stepdads side and got rid of her after the allegations of the abuse everything went downhill from there on for Tina.

She moved in with family back and forth than a boyfriend after that, they diagnose her with some sort of mental disease not sure exactly what it was but she became a zombie and had no more will to live I guess .the beauty started to fade and she was no longer the gorgeous woman I knew the drugs she started taking started to ruin her completely she even had a baby with a crack head she met and the baby was taken away. OH my god I said when I saw her at the mall when I was freelancing for a perfume line .I did not recognize her she smelled like shit and piss and was a group of users I could believe she had got to this point in life, I don’t judge her because who knows what she has been through the past few years but damn where has that gorgeous girl gone.